You are my best friend.
My rock.
My strength.
My boyfriend.
My partner in crime.
You know me better than i know myself and no one has ever looked at me the way you do.
You make my heart stop and race all at the same time. You defend me, fight for me, argue with me, love me unconditionally. You support me, encourage me and lift me higher than I could have ever dreamed.
I wrote this all down and folded it up.
And then I paused … Because its not the letter I want to send, but myself.
I want to hold you, kiss you, be there for you.
But instead of that, I will wait for you. And love you, until you are once again in my arms.
Until you are home.(via xa-airmans-missusx)
You know the one thing ive learnt in a long distance/military relationship?
Is that when shit hits the fan & hes away, you have to be strong.
Sometimes you just don’t have the option to tell your man whats happening back at home, sometimes he doesn’t have the choice to tell you whats happening with him either. You both just have to deal.
And I don’t mean the type of strong where you take a few deep breaths & go about your day.
No, im talking about the gut-wrenching, sobbing-in-the-shower, crying - yourself-to-sleep, but still get up in the morning and continue on with life type of strong.
The type of strong where you can feel your heart being torn, the type od strong where all you need is HIS hug but instead you pick up his call and say, “im okay. How are you baby?”
Sometimes this can go on for weeks, maybe even months.
Thats what I’ve learnt …. sometimes you don’t know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have ♥
(via xa-airmans-missusx)